What are you looking for?
Look what I did to our `beautiful`
4 months ago · · Regret,
It is funny how you used to find reasons to talk to me
And today you don`t even stop to say hello
I used to hear from others you like me
And now I hear the word `hate` instead
You used to ask me if I m fine
Walk me to the gate everyday
Now all I ever get of you
Are those painful glances
You used to start smiling when I was around
Now you just look at me and let your dry eyes cry
I want to come and ask u if u r okay
but would you stop to hear it all out?
I know it was my fault
I should have realised I love you before breaking you
And still it is mine because between your love
And mine comes into place my high held ego
But I wish you d forgive but please don`t forget
It pains to know you but it would pain more
But give me a chance again my dear
I would be what you wanted me as in ur dreams
That summer day you knew everything about me
And now all of a sudden we are complete strangers
There was a time said your name teasing me
Now they ask if I know you
Did my foolish heart break yours ?
I don`t want an answer but
Could you tell me a beautiful lie ?
do you still think of me,
you talk but not in the same way.
If I were to say sorry
Would you forgive
If I were to laugh at your jokes again
Would you be relieved and
would you still call my name from behind
several times in a day
Would you still make sure you know me better than anybody else
Would you still make sure others don`t ruin me ?
if I talk of another boy
Would you still come up with those many questions?
Would you be there to congratulate me when
I win my fears?
If I won the fear of telling you.
I see your eyes still knowing my secrets
And understanding when I ve had a bad day
And they want to come and comfort
Because I can see the concern in them
Would my apology change things
or it s no worth trying?
If I were laughing with you again
Would it break you ?
Will we turn into the souls we were together
from these complete strangers
If I were to say,
`I am sorry .`