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So I quit weed and weed adjacent products due to health concerns (pre-emptive measures and whatnot) and now I'm sober all the time. The fact that I'm not walking around in a little comfy foggy cloud makes it so that my thoughts are 10 times louder than before. All of the thoughts and feelings that I was suppressing are just there and it's tiring and annoying.
I already should just work through my shit and talk to someone and blah, blah, blah... But I don't want to. I'm ok with these feelings because they have been part of who I am since forever. I just miss being high, with a stupid grin on my face while watching a funny show. I miss that feeling of just floating for a couple of and sleeping like a baby. Scratch the last part, I miss the sleep the most. That kind of pitch-black, no dream kind of sleep. I could substitute with alcohol, but it's not the same; it just isn't. Right now, i'm just walking around angry and shit and it's just not cool. In the words of rapper Scarface "This can't be life".
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Congrats on getting cleaned up! I never did weed but I had a massive problem with alcoholism and had to quit cold turkey so I know that feeling you described. Thoughts being 10 times louder, no longer able to enjoy the comfortable fog, not being able to get to sleep. But things do smooth out and I think you'll find that you'll start enjoying clarity. If you can, try to immerse yourself in learning something new, a language or musical instrument or some kind of skill. That's a great way to keep your mind from spinning outta control in the short term. Anyway good luck and also try not to substitute it with a different addiction (alcohol), just hit sobriety head on and own it!
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