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Nobody said life was easy... being 22 and still trying to figure out what to do with my life gets to me. Constantly hearing my mother say she is disappointed in me and feeling like she hates me (even though I know she loves me). Yes I admit, I am not a perfect child, sister, cousin, aunt, or girlfriend but I am trying everyday. Some days are easier than others but honestly one little thing can ruin my day. Being a sensitive person in my family really brings a toll on me, especially when being raised in a Mexican household... sharing my feelings and having communication with my family is really hard for me. Now that I am 22 I want to enjoy my youth and go out and stay late and have my parents to rely on without them getting mad at me. I just don't want to have this constant overthinking that I will always be a disappointment to my family. I am the only one from my brother and sister that graduated from college and worked for the school district, but somehow that isn't enough... sucks to suck but I am willing to keep going and numb my feelings. Life keeps throwing punches and I am just trying to dodge them. I guess to be continued.
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