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The weird and kind of painful thing about time is its hard to label. Its every feeling, every emotion, every thought wrapped up in one. Its fast and slow. Its a misunderstanding, yet it reassures you. It hurts and it heals. It lets you live, yet it slowly takes away the very breath it gave you. The worst part is its confusing. With time, I've been hurt, but i've been healed. I've lived through hell but I've tasted heaven. I've met people who stayed, and I met some that didn't. But in all of the chaos and in all of the excitement. Time has left me utterly bewildered. How do I know if im healed and matured, or if I'm alone and numb. Time is repetitive. What hurts you once is bound to strike again. Everytime the pain hits you, the hurt it causes either grows heavier, or it gets lighter. But what happens when the ache and agony creeps up once again. It strikes over and over trying to get that same, familiar reaction. But when it hits, you feel nothing. The thought that pain should be felt is acknowledged. But that pit in your stomach, and the stinging of the eyes, the thoughts in mind, and the shakiness of your breath. They all fade away. You simply feel nothing. Your mind and soul go empty. Is this a sign that my mind has grown and no longer lets pain tear it apart. Have I healed? Or does this mean ive lost my battle and let pain drive me numb. Only the malicious trick of time knows the answer. An answer I long to find.
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Time was invented by God but clocks were invented by humankind. We all get older and that's like natural time. Watching the clock when you're at work is unnatural time. Someone long ago said that we should work 5 days a week and have 2 to rest and do the things you would do when you're not at work. Work. Every living being works to survive. That's natural. Money is not natural. Everyone's so used to these man made things though. Our survival skills are being replaced with technology. Technology can be good and bad. Medicine created by God and refined by man. Vaccines and drugs. But you know, every cloud has a silver lining.
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