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Hi Mom,
I just wanted to tell you happy birthday! I miss you so much and wish I could celebrate this day with you. Do you remember the birthday where we had snow and we all got to stay home? I guess I could tell you about my life and what all has changed. I got married in June and moved into my house. Things are good, Z gets on my nerves, but overall is very loving and a good husband to me. Dad is still at your house though the house doesn't quite feel the same. It feels much more empty even with all of the stuff still inside. D has a new baby who is about to turn 1, he is so cute and looks pretty different from A. K got married in December and is happy with her husband. I think she gets lonely sometimes, but overall is happy. We all miss you so much. I hate that you have missed so many big moments in our lives, but we always think of you and wish you were there and I guess in a way that keeps you alive. If you were here we could celebrate by going to Sonic and getting those pretzels you liked, watching a silly romantic movie, taking a nap, or just talking. I miss talking to you and how you made me feel. I feel bad sometimes that so many of our moments together were about me, but childhood is a selfish thing. I wasn't quite to the point of really understanding you were this whole person beyond being a mom when you passed away, I was starting to get it but I wasn't there yet. I feel like maybe I'm a better daughter to dad because of it, I hope I am at least. Thank you for always making me feel so unconditionally loved and safe. Happy birthday mom I love you so much.
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