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I loved him with my soul, I devoted him my body my mind everything I have, he became more like a family to me, my whole world but now he left me all on my own. He never loved me never, he desired me and once he get me he kept moving away from me, giving me excuses, to support him and I did, I supported him for his career I didn't disturb him but I kept on hurting myself. He told me to wait and I wait and when I thought my wait is gonna over, he told me he can't do this anymore, he fucking told me he can no longer be able to put effort in this relationship why the fuck on this earth he didn't see what I was doing for last few months, I fucking did everything to make this relationship work, I fucking lose myself, I fucking exist for him. And that dickhead give up. Was it only for sex why the fuck I met him and why the fuck I'm not getting over him. I hate myself for falling in love I hate myself for loving him, I hate being like this, I wanna grow, I don't wanna fucking care nd don't wanna give a damn fucking shit to his existence. I wanna grow, I wanna move on, I wanna live. Please help me please otherwise I'm gonna die.
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None of it was your fault.
I'm currently going through the same thing. It's hard to think about a life without the love of my life. He never cared about me either. I gave him my heart and soul. I waited for him too. Empty promises and lies. We don't deserve this, we can't keep giving them what they want. We have to prove them wrong. We have to get our revenge the best way we can. By becoming better. For ourselves. We need to say "Fuck them". And try to move on.
Taking long walks, doing our hair or makeup, getting ready, cleaning, doing things for us and not them.
We have to start living for ourselves.
One day, we'll be happy again. Maybe not soon, but one day. And when that time comes, it'll be worth it.
ReplyI really wanna be happy, and I hate seeing him like he never gave a damn fucking shit to me, that fucking asshole is enjoying his life but here look at me, being all miserable I fucking hate him. I wanna show him what he lost. I wanna end every single bit of love for him within myself.
Replyyeah the problem is we always say we hate them but deep down we all know we cry every night for their love and presence. i am facing the same thing since last 4 years and even cant move on now.
ReplyYou are not alone. Same story. He never cared. They never DO! They want us to change for them, do for them, sacrifice us for them. In return you get excuses (those never exists actually), betrays, lies and de. ath of your soul.
They think love means manipulation and playing the victim after being abusive.
They never love us, they never love us as we are, they choose us based on their needs and then love bombing us to get whatever they need. Face the truth. If a man loves you, he will show it to you. Guys are straight. No playing. Playing is for players. Why cannot you see when they constantly play with you? They show it too!
Replygirl you dont need to feel stressed over anything i faced the same thing. and i wish you the best.
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