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Well, Idk what's going on. I'm just feeling... nothing? I feel like all the emotions I've ever felt has washed away. I feel like nobody cares about my existence. I want to cry so badly. I want to cry my heart out. But I can't. The tears won't come out. I want someone to just hug me. Just hug me and say nothing so that I can feel the little bit of hope that's left. I want someone to hold me tight and never let go. I'm tired of being the second choice. I'm tired of being the one who's always the first to initiate the conversation. I'm tired of waiting. I'm tired of wanting to feel something. I'm tired of trying so hard yet getting no where. I'm tired of being tired. I want someone to pour my heart out to. But then again who cares? Who cares about me? No one. It feels like my existence doesn't matter to anyone. I just sit here, stare into the nothingness of the sky and feel... nothing.
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I’ve felt the same way when I was younger. Then I one day I asked myself “why am I looking for people to care when I have myself?”. I should be my best friend and I should be the one lifting myself up. I also spent time reading books and came across the concept of self-love. It’s hard when we’re expecting things from others. Why don’t we give the love we need to ourselves and be the best versions of ourselves that we can be proud of? Hang in there!
Don’t get me wrong. I still cry from time to time. I let myself be down and disappointed for 24hrs and then after that, I stand back up for myself and try again no matter how many times I fail. It’s a routine that I decided to embrace. It works for me. Hoping you find something that will work for you too.
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