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Hi. como estas? annhyeonghasaeyo! lol. hahaha. this is what really happens xD
I've acquired a lot of things over the past 2 years and I believe greeting with a big smile wont surpass any language synonymous with hello. ^_^
the past years have been tough for mankind, it definitely made us all re think about our lives. I don't know if you're missing out or maybe fortunate enough not to be in this position right now. But then again, everything has its pros and cons, right?
I wish I can be brave again to take on life without inhibitions, with no fear in failing and falling or getting hurt or being lost along the way, a great formidable adventure like I've always thought how life should be lived.
Tell me something good? Well I got a few here if you'd like to know. I've reached the peak of my yesterdays blue and tomorrows fill. In the end of each tragedy, I find solace in the silence of the night where I feel most of my chi is fueled up like the sunshine in the morning. Ironic but I don't want to sound bitter or dismay, I love the night. It is more beautiful for me because I'm able to capture life while it's sleeping. The noise is more subtle and clear, it doesn't cloud my judgement. Sometimes I wish to be a robot or an alien or perhaps a vampire so I don't need to sleep at night just to escape the possibility of filling up my half full cup on a daily basis. you know just let it rest, take it slow, it will come to you, something like that. But in reality, I'm just like everybody else. Trying to get by everyday.. trying to be the best version of oneself from yesterday.
If I were to choose how to live once more, I'd definitely convince you to stay a while longer with me. I think I would have been more courageous if you were still here, coz you wont be letting anyone to pull you down. You keep reaching for greater heights without even knowing that you actually do it for all the right reasons. You seem to be so immerse on how you want your flow of life to be like to the point that you don't see yourself not moving forward. I wish I was more like you now coz if I was, I would definitely be somewhere else useful and seeing more of the world even while it's depressed and chaotic or when its just leading you to a place where there is more peace and contentment. I think we lack it so much as human beings, we tend to aspire more so most of us forget to be contented with what really matters. that's why I think a lot of people learned from this pandemic, from the ongoing wars in different countries, on top of everything else, surviving is the only true projection of these madness but most importantly a connection to another being.
We are all so delicate and fragile from within that we cover it all up with pride and arrogance, power and fame.. I really wish to live a lifetime where all people come together as one, where everyone is equal regardless ones background and ethnicity. But what is that world? where is it? probably not on earth.. but if God will it, I hope to see it one day. I think we can all use a sensible smile from a stranger without taking in any doubts or prejudice. the world would be so different yet simple and majestic at the same time. I hope I get to live in that kind of era even if its on my 80s or 90s, then I'd be certain in the end that I've led a good life because I fought hard to be living that very moment.
When that happens, will you please find me.. seek me through those waves we once tried to conquer together in the Mediterranean sea. I miss walking bare foot on the sand by the beach, it's kind of hard to find time for it right now but I know it wont always be like this, right? I can find my way up again, I 'am trying. so please wait for me, I'll be there soon...
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