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Why do I always care about my looks, whenever I gain something new in my face, I look in the mirror until I shed to tears, I just want to rip my face apart, I want to look pretty like everyone else, but why is it always ruined, my mom looks so pretty, why do I have to look like this. It’s not fair, I constantly take pictures, videos of my face, to see how it changed, I look up in social media and webs, how to get that skin I had the night before back to how it was, I don’t like change. And whenever I did change I always got bullied by it, I got bullied by my nose, forehead, and big eyes they told me. And now that I worry, they tell me so easily their is nothing to worry about. When it’s their fault they made me so cautious I don’t even wanna go to school, because I look so different, I don’t even eat lunch. Why do I worry so much I HATE IT I HATE IT and whenever I find something new to nitpick of myself, I tell my parents, my siblings, “how does it look” “it looks so bad” they tell my I’m obsessed with my looks, I try to see my features on someone else, but I don’t they look so much better :( I just want to crunch my face all up, I don’t ever want to see it again, anything that happens in my face doesn’t look good on me, it only make me look worse, than before. I just want to turn back time, but I can’t everything is getting worse, and their is nothing I can do to stop it, it just continues. I try to love my features, but they constantly change and I hate it. I just want to love myself, but I can’t I always nitpick everything on my face, and try to get rid of it every way possible, just to find out I can’t. It ruins my mood, it ruins my self esteem and I try to hide it the best way possible. I avoid looking in the mirror but apart of me wants to see ‘how bad it really is’ I could stay hours in bathroom looking at myself, and in the end all I can do is cry.
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Wait until you have finished growing then go to a cosmetic surgeon and find out if your face can be improved. If it can get a job and start saving to pay the surgeon.
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