Screams

It’s harsh, it’s loud and it fast

In a moment time stops and all I hear is it screams

I’m frighten of them

The screams are telling me I’ll never be enough

That everyone hates me

Im a fake

Nothing matters and why bother

Im stuck..

Im lost..

And I’m scared…

When will the sound of disappointment wash over me

When will I be free from this storm

The mask will hide me but I’ll still be drowning

Hands reach out to me, but the screams push them away

Im alone well others watch helpless

I just want freedom from this prison

But the screams always bring me back

In a moment of joy, everything turns dark and I know the screams will start

I shake and tears flow from my eyes

Nothing has happened, but the screams have got me

I need to breath but I’m kick by these screams

These screams have held me for so long, I don’t even know what life is like without them

Please someone take this pain

Get rid of these screams that have taking my life and made me the person I see today

Somebody please, put out the raging fire that is my mind, just don’t let the screams hold me anymore