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There are a lot of things on my plate. Being a husband and a father is not easy. but adding being a student and worker is making it extra harder. Working is essential, it is what helps us sustain our financial needs. But working and doing things you do not really love is very hard. I am a salesforce admin. The pay is good when you are single. Did I mention that I also giving financial aid to my parents? Yes! not only do I have my own family to feed, but I am also helping my parents. I am not saying that I hate doing it, It's just that what I earn is not enough, that is why I am trying to study again, this time I am taking a certificate degree in basic accounting. I am hoping that this degree could give me a side hustle. But being a student while being an employee, a father, a husband, and a son is not easy. I wanted to quit everything, but of course, I can't, all of this is for my daughter and wife. But I am just so tired. I want to take some rest. I want to stop the time and just relax. Sometimes I feel like the only escape I can do is death. I I always have suicidal thought, though I feel it is a very selfish thought but sometimes I just want to be selfish and do it. so that I can end everything, so that I can take some rest already, so that I can be free. I am so tire. I am very tire.
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Take time to rest, look after yourself. You will be no use to your wife or daughter dead.
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