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Ok so this is such a stupid thing to be unhappy about and I feel ridiculous for even writing it, but here we go.
So I'm in my senior year of high school, about to graduate, and it's tradition that the whole year goes on a trip afterwards. This year the senior trip is Mykonos. A bunch of my friends chose to go to a different place, and I opted out because I wasn't really feeling it and didn't want to pay high prices for a 'compromise' trip. So I decided to go to Mykonos with my other friends. But then I realised that I actually didn't trust them very much at all, and it probably wasn't a good idea to spend that much money on a trip where I wasn't even sure how much I liked the people I was going with. So I backed out of that too. Now the whole grade is excited about Mykonos and I really wanted to go, and I'm upset that I'm missing out, but I didn't say yes and I can't undo that now. I don't even know if I would want to, if I even had the choice. I guess in a way it also showed me that I don't really have many true friends here? But yeah I'm sad that they'll all be having fun while I'll be doing nothing at home. I want to travel, I want to go to Greece and that would have been a great option. Literally everyone is going but me. I feel so pathetic and I want to go and I regret choosing not to. I don't know if I made the right choice. But I know I probably did. But I also want to go. I'm going to miss out and I feel very sad and jealous, but also I feel even worse for the fact that I feel this way, if that makes any sense. Sorry for the offload. Any advice or thoughts would be welcome.
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