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How should I not mind what's going around me? I have a really important exam coming up and people in my house think I'm very lenient so there's nothing wrong if they do something to ruin my mood. They think it's fine to drain me mentally and just suck my energy away. They've been thinking that I'm not a serious kid and they just think it's fine if my time is wasted. I feel upset and I really work hard. It hurts to see that people insult your hard work by saying you're careless and dumb. I'm very disturbed and I don't wanna waste my time but I can't help and feel very demotivated. What should I do? How do I ignore them? I wanna run out of this house. I hate that my time is getting wasted because I'm very demotivated. Even if I try studying again nothing goes inside my head. It's a very ruined, demotivated, given up situation in my head. I wanna get out of this feeling and just focus. I'm trying very hard and just want these people to stop undermining my efforts. I might sound like an idiot as they say, right. But I wanna scream and say I am trying very hard than my own capabilities and have given up everything in my life for this. I have no social life, no friends, no going outside or anything. My life is so dry that it's better to be compared to a corpse. I'm fighting depression, extreme ocd, anxiety and panic attacks since past years and no one has a clue about it. I literally didn't knew any of this and considered the symptoms to be one time. But they kept growing and now I'm too lost in it. Somehow I'm just holding myself up but the moment I hear things I'm not trying enough or I am lazy, I lose my balance and feel dead and wanna die. I have no energy to fight anymore or to keep up with false statments different people have about me. So tired and so lost.
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You must go to a doctor as soon as possible.
ReplyYou can calm yourself by turning on relaxation music, lying down, and while breathing deeply relax yourself all over from toes to head. Then concentrate on the calming music. Make sure to see a doctor for your ailments which are anxiety, depression, panic attacks, and extreme ocd.
ReplyBreathe.
Give yourself permission to do things at your own pace... to wake up when you are finished sleeping... to wander without care... to dream... to love... to forgive... and to start again.
Most of all.... give yourself permission to live the life that will give you the peace and happiness that you deserve.
Give yourself permission to breathe.
ReplyYour words made me feel so better. Honestly, like a wave of positivity. Thank you for your kind words. Have a nice day :)
ReplyYesterday,I had an important exam that. I was preparing for 2-3 years and I've lost it. 🙂
Today I cried a lot .
I've been cut off from my friends and family since last year . Now I don't know what to do. And I don't know why it happened!
So I don't want you to ruin your exam due to this environment.
I can advise you that make yourself this much busy in studying that this things could not imapct you. This is the only best way.
Else you can do is do watch live classes about the exam you are preparing for. There you'll get the environment that will boost your mood and knowledge.
ReplyI totally relate with you. I too prepared for an exam for 2 years and lost it and I'm trying again. Don't lose hope my frnd. We're all in this together. I totally understand how you might be feeling and how difficult it is to communicate with family and friends while going through this. I've cut myself off too from everyone and have been basically isolated for this exam since a lot of time. Just wanna let you know that don't lose hope and don't be discouraged. Life has a lot of opportunities to offer you, you're the chosen one. Be kind to yourself.
I'll surely take your advise and indulge in studying so much that I forget anything around me. Thanks for your kind words :)
ReplyYes , I'm trying but I feel like I lost my Focus and interest in studies. Don't know how to gain it again.
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