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I'm tired of the looks i get from my siblings. So, my parents has 3 kids, me being the youngest. I'm seen as 'the black sheep', 'the odd one out' and i can't do it anymore. I talk a lot so i tend to lie. My family don't believe in buying things online but i tried it. I got home and was asked where i got them from. Told my eldest sister from school, told the other the truth thinking i could trust her. Only for her to report to my family and be questioning me making it look like I'm a devil that I'm going to hell. She threatened to hit me and told me to tell my family. I confessed but now I'm getting the look of disgust from my sisters. I feel like crying because i confided in her yet she stabbed me in the back. I feel like they are all against me. I feel like I'm too open to them, i tell them everything apart from this. It's painful and i realise maybe I'm alone. I didn't want to tell an 'outsider' because we are apparently 'a family'. Funny how I'm closer to the eldest sister than the middle one. Why i told the middle one, i don't know. I don't even know why i lied probably because i was scared of the insults or my mouth said the first thing that came to my mind. I should stop trying to trust her because she has betrayed me so many times. My mom always said we shouldn't destroy our relationship over petty things but I can't bear this anymore. I feel sad and heartbroken. Is it normal?
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