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Ain't it fucking funny
That I can post
My free thoughts
That ravage my mind
That I express in full clarity - that I know they are undesirable and bad in nature
With the forewarning that I do not intend to act them out
And still
My post gets removed
This is the point
I can't go to normal therapy
I can't talk to a safe person
Because the thoughts in my mind are so hellish
That the utterance of them
Creates actions in others
Attempting to stifle or silence them
Because they are unpleasant to hear
Can you imagine
How it must be to live in my mind where they run around, unchecked, unchallenged, killing at will?
They scream at the rate of a thousand hertz
And all I can do to alleviate it is to express it outwordly onto a site to find some relief
And that same site
Whose aim is to be helpful
Diminishes the damn thing by deleting it
This is why free speech is important
And also why bad people stay bad
And good people aren't ever fully good
Does it pain your little eyes to hear me talk about sex in the detail I do? Does it make your little mind squirm with fragility to hear the raging violent voices narrative that has been echoing in my mind since childhood?
Weakness
Absolute weakness.
Words aren't physical weapons that will separate your flesh
Yet you expel them as if they were a warhead in the hands of a child
Pathetic generation of humanity
Beneath me
I was born into this tormenting mind
I now embrace it with passion and it brings me love
Your fragility keeps you weak. Keeps your frail. Keeps you unprepared to deal with the monsters that truly lurk underneath the surface.
The rose that grew from concrete
Is far more formidable than the one tended to in a garden
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So you were the one who wrote about horse sex.
ReplyThere are some things that other people just shouldn't have to read about and the rules of what you can't write about on here are pretty clear. If you need to express yourself, write it in a diary.
Why would you need for other people to read it?
ReplyWhy would anyone need a therapist? Why can't they just talk out loud and recieve the same benefit? I read the rules. Words are not a crime. Especially when they explicitly stated their acknowledgment that they aren't acceptable and have zero intention of acting them out
ReplyIt clearly states that you can't write about sexually explicit things and sex with a horse is sexually explicit and disgusting, don't care who you are, no-one needs to read about that
ReplyWrite your disgusting thoughts in a diary that only you see. We don't want to read about animal and human abuse. There's enough of that in the real sensory world.
ReplyYou are not talking about sex. You are talking about ABUSE. Abusive sex against animals and females.
ReplySometimes I wonder if any of you are able to pull back from your predispositioned mindsets and see where we are all coming from. Yes. You have a point. But you having a valid point does not finish the possibility that my point cannot also be valid based on your sensitivity based denial. I'd rather someone be able to say what goes on in their head to any audience if it alleviates then, regardless of content, so long as that audience can withstand it. And their commitment to reading or participating in the discussion should be recognized as voluntary involvement to say "I am strong enough to listen to this so that you may find some relief and not be driven to actualize it". If you are unable to see that my point doesn't have some semblance of basic mechanics I fail to see you as someone who can grasp the most basic concept and probably shouldn't be operating on a site that has two main options "write something" & "offer help". If your goal is to bitch, go to mainline social media. You'll find like minded individuals in perpetuity there.
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