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I've tried many times over the years to "fix" my situation. And I've failed many times. It pains me that I'm surrounded by "family and friends" who don't acknowledge my efforts and instead of helping, further deteriorate my mental health.
For example, my parents:
Oh come on! They're both doctors for fuck's sake and both ignored my anemia and jaw problem. They dismissed my episodes of depression. They have high expectations of me but expect me to reach them with little to no effort on their part. My mom herself admitted that she was surprised when I did well in school! And that father, he keeps on getting in the way whenever I pursue a career choice that isn't "impressive." Honestly, my mental health was fine when I spent most of my time in school. When I started spending my time at home due to a breakdown from school pressure, they fucking neglected me and had a "wait and see attitude" while I wallowed in despair. Zero avenues of expression at home. My fucking father was playing house with a mistress and child (if killing wasn't illegal I would flay him).
They're both the kind of people who should've been sterilized.
I have a lot of repressed anger.
I hate that they raised me to value academics above all, to the point I didn't pursue any sports. Ugh.
I should just buy a swimsuit tomorrow. To hell with it would be a waste because of my size right now.
I really deserved better.
My boyfriend says I'm naive and entitled. I love him but I also hate him. He has one job: fucking plan the meals. I've asked it from him so many times. I hope nobody thinks to himself reading this "this bitch (me) should cook for herself." I would do that if I wasn't feeling shitty everyday! I wish I would die!
I hate how life seems so limited.
It's like, as I grow older I realize that life is really shit. We're just tricking all the kids that it's wonderful.
Ugh. I don't think God exists.
Why does the church ask for money if God owns everything?
Why is there so much media that's anti-church? Movies, TV
Explain all the times in history the church caused deaths: like when they claimed the earth is the center of the universe, ostracized homosexuality, the crusades, rampant pedophile priests.
IT'S VERY HARD TO Believe that an all-powerful and all-knowing God as they claim just let those things go.
At the onset, God didn't save the Jews until AFTER they suffered in Egypt for generations!!
It doesn't make sense!
Therefore, the only way I can get revenge on that father and his mistress for my mom's early death is by making them suffer in this life!
It's so irritating that I have two siblings and aunts with more resources who aren't even doing anything at all 😂
Humans are scum.
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God doesn't own everything. The catholic church is a business based on religion and is owned by the Vatican in Rome Italy. Different churches have different uses for money. The ones on TV pay huge money to be on air and need money for other issues as well. Contact churches and ask them why they ask for money. No churches are owned by God.
When I was young almost everyone went to church on a Sunday but as time went on people have become worse. It was very important for people to be polite and used manners. They also had respect and kids didn't argue with adults like they do now. People were honest and there was hardly any crime. Everyone could go out and leave their front and back doors unlocked because no one came in. There weren't burglars.
I haven't noticed any movies or media that are against churches. When I went to school there was religion in all schools but that has been done away with so now there is bullying and learning about transgenders (in USA) instead.
God hasn't let things go. Read the last book in the Bible and you will find out that we are in the last days of our time on earth and the devil has been given the run of the earth so the devil (satan) and his bad angels who are called demons are causing havoc. You should talk to a church pastor about these things because he will know the Bible.
Pedophile priests are in the Catholic church which is really a big business.
The Bible says that it is wrong to be homosexual and so do a lot of people. Churches go along with what the Bible says. But the Catholic church's leader, the pope, makes up extra things that aren't in the Bible and Catholics go along with these things.
ReplyI believe in God. Im not religious though at all. I don't believe the bible is anything different than a set of rules that world leaders want us to live by. They can say how its a prophet wants us to live but idt that's true. Even if there truely were prophets, itd probably ignored anyways cuz time changes everything. 2000 years ago the world was way different. A lot less technology. I'm waiting for some new tech guru to be the next prophet. Then we'll write another book and start time over again and it will be year 1 with whatever abbreviated after it like instead of A.D.
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