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Just venting, don't mind me
I don't know what to say to you at this point. You mentioned my recent silence and how exactly did you want me to respond to that? We spent months talking day and night together and then I could tell when you met her. Your energy shifted away from me so fast you gave me whiplash. You dropped me so fucking fast.
I liked you. I did. I had feelings for you, don't act like you didn't know because we both know you did. You teased me about them frequently and we both knew it was more than just a crush.
Even still, I wasn't upset, I understood. I saw potential in us where you never had and that's fine. What's not fine is you acting surprised when I pulled away. How am I supposed to just go from what we were to just friends that quickly?
While I was figuring that out, some really fucked bullshit happened in my life and I didn't feel like I could talk to you. I haven't felt like you were there since you started your new relationship, because you haven't been. You 100% haven't been and it was so easy to feel it in your responses. Dry as the fucking desert and slow, so painfully slow.
So I stopped feeding into it. Why in the fuck would I chase after our friendship when you left me behind so fast and don't even care. Why should I continue missing and caring by myself when it hasn't fazed you in the least?
I haven't been around, but I've been literally one message away bro. I'm sorry, I had to get a second job and I've signed on to two programs to try and get a better job. Some fucked family shit happened and someone I've known since kindergarten died in a car accident, but how the fuck do I tell someone who I know doesn't care anymore that my life's become an even bigger mess and I don't know how to talk to them anymore? How the fuck do I put all of that into words? Hm??
Jesus, I mean we used to talk every day but now it takes you a day to reply when YOU messaged me first. Then you acted surprised that I didn't message back right away like??? I'm sorry??? Why would I???
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