i miss him

I just broke up with my boyfriend, we were only together for a month and a few days, but we have known each other for 3 years. We were good friends and we decided to try to be together again, that is, we were there but only for 10 days this December. Even if I made the choice to break up, I miss him, I feel that I didn't do the right thing, I feel that he was the only person who loved me no matter how I looked or how I was dressed. He loved me for who I was and not for what I was, being friends for 3 years he saw me in all my poses and yet he still loved me. I feel that nothing will be the same without him because he was my first kiss and generally the first of all. I will miss him very much