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I’m sorry I didn’t visit
I’m sorry I didn’t call
But everytime I did
She was there
And so too were all my memories
You would never have understood
You were so simple
You never understood what was happening around you
You lived in a perfect dream world
Without a worry
Of anything more than your next meal
Or if someone smiled
Or said your name
Or the next movie you could watch
Or the next toy you could play with
Anytime you got sad
Or afraid
You never stayed that way
You forgot everything instantly
You didn’t comprehend anything at all
You couldn’t even formulate a sentence
You were a toddler in an adults body
So I could never
I could never have explained it
It was the only way I could survive
Leaving you behind
And everyone and everything else too
I’m sorry I wasn’t there
When you died
I wish I could blame it on money, or covid lockdowns. But even if I was rich, and covid didn’t happen. I know I never would have come
And if you did ask for me
Well I’ll never know if it’s true or not
But if you did,
I’m sorry
I will regret not being there
Until the day I die
And that its taken me this long
To just even visit your grave
I’m sorry
But I still never would have come
I can’t even delude myself tha tyou’re ‘ in heaven’ and ‘in paradise’
Because those things aren’t real
You’re not anything anymore
There’s nothing left except bones
And what’s the point in visiting bones
There’s nothing there
Nothing
You’re nothing
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