My Timed Entry

I feel angry and upset because I felt disrespected.

A few days ago Colleague A helped me to ask Colleague B about lunch plans for the following day, and he replied "You want to go out with Colleague C? Slim down a bit first then!" Even though I know he's joking, it still felt like a personal attack on me, especially when I've done literally nothing in that specific situation to warrant this kind of response on me.

The day after my friend vented to me about his problems yet again, when I was still not in the best of moods from what happened on the previous day. He gets angry easily and can say really nasty things when he's angry, and I often feel like I have to tiptoe around him when he's angry. I also don't think it's fair that I have to always listen to his problems, constantly get dumped on, and ALSO handle whatever he throws at me (i.e. having to watch what I say and HOW I say things) when he's in a bad mood, considering that I have my own share of problems as well.

There was one time recently when I was out with a different friend and thus couldn't reply to him in a timely manner, and he pretty much went off on me, guilt-tripping me, ranted about past experiences, calling me selfish and all. I feel that it's really unfair of him to expect me to drop everything for him, and ESPECIALLY unfair because I've always tried my best to be there for him every time, even though I cannot fully understand what he's going through, and even though I may be really tired at times as well, and as mentioned above I'm not without my problems and stresses as well. How then is it fair for him to call me selfish just because I wasn't there for him ONCE?

Earlier today my Mom chose to disregard my privacy and personal space, and decided to unlock my room door without knocking first. Maybe past incidents of her doing so has coloured how I saw yesterday's incident, but I feel that I should have total privacy and freedom in what's supposedly my bedroom, and it's not appropriate for her to unlock my room door nilly willy regardless of her reasoning.