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I'm only 14 and It's gotten horrible. It's gotten really dark too, and I've gotten off to some fucked up but thankfully fictional stuff. I want to stop. Today, I put my foot down when I was going onto a porn site, and said "I'm better than this."
I really am better than this. Any tips on how to stop this addiction for good? Many thanks :)
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ReplyThere are some people who are truly being abused in the porn industry. They are being forced.
You could be unknowingly watching and enjoying someone's abuse. For me, just the potential of it is repulsive. I can't watch.
I don't know if that will help you quit, but that is what works for me.
ReplyOh geez, that's really disturbing...thank you for telling me that
ReplyYeah, I read about Linda Lovelace. I wondered how many other similar, unknown stories were out there like hers and just like that, I was done. lol
ReplyLook, it's fantasy. That's all. Whether its anime, animals, ppl, robots, cartoons, dark stuff, whatever....it isn't you, it's fantasy. You can't take it serious. You're young, I get it. That stuff can be very overwhelming and misleading causing one to judge themselves to the point of guilt that may never get sorted out, and that kind of guilt will eat you up.
It's no different than any other movie with any other actor. Take a break, be easy on yourself, distance yourself from it if need be.
ReplyYou are underage for watching porn, so technically you are a sex offender to yourself.
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