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This is one of my final attempts to get her back, I’m hoping that for once Fate and God will be on my side.
To anyone who reads this please pray for me, I need the encouragement as this is the lowest I’ve ever been in life.
I know that leaving such a silly thing to fate and god is unlikely to work, but on the slim chance that it does, I will leave this here.
Since me and my girlfriend broke up I’ve tried everything, supporting her, staying friends with her, hoping that she realises how much she means to me.
I haven’t been able to sleep since, and I’ve been hoping that god has the answers for me, so far I’ve only dug this pit deeper by giving up on the things I love, hoping it would be enough for god to bless me with her love, but so far It’s just gotten worse.
I hope that god is about to bless me, that I’ll finally be able to experience true happiness like I did when I was around her, I haven't felt true happiness in years, and now that I’ve gotten a taste of it, I’ve become addicted.
I can’t stop thinking about her, I find myself unable to move on, to find somebody else.
It feels like I have the worst case of tunnel vision in the world, I am just unable to focus on anything else.
It has come at the expense of my performance in school, my friends, my self image, my belief in god, and much more.
I can’t even play video games to take my mind off of it, I just find myself wandering around, my mind fixated on her memory.
This is my cry for help, my cry for prayers from anybody who finds this piece of writing, I can’t take this torment anymore and I just want her back.
Please send me anything you can, be it happiness, love, luck, prayers.
Thank you to whoever can help me, and I hope you have a wonderful life, unlike mine has been over the last few years. youtube com/shorts/m6OiM1AZRJE?feature=share
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ReplyI understand all too well where you are coming from. Unfortunately, I don't think you can, at this point, leave things to fate or god. I tried that. I was in love. We were very young (I was 18, she was 16). I knew that my life would be the best life I could hope for, if she and I could stay together. I wanted to make sure she never _wanted_ to leave me. I tried...and we broke up in that instant, due to a misunderstanding...she never let me explain what I was trying to do...and over 44 years later, I still cry, literally, every day, over losing her. We did manage to reconnect on social media a few years back, but recently, because I admitted that I still love her (in front of my wife, and my former girlfriend's second husband), she has again, cut me off completely...she withdrew her existing account on one social media platform, and blocked me on the other one we were both on.
From my perspective, I think you need to get down on your knees and beg for a second chance...I never did...I would have done it then...in front of the entire school...I'd still do it today, if she ever gave _any_ indication that it would do _any_ good whatsoever...even if it was just to interact on social media! There are times, it gets so bad for me, that I have to stop work, find a place to let the tears flow, then wipe my eyes and face, and work hard at trying to _not_ think of her...but of course I still do think about her...every hour...every day of an entire lifetime apart!
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ReplyShe doesn't want to be in a relationship with you. She told you that when she broke up with you.
Stop trying to win her back, and accept that it's over. Your obsession about it is unhealthy and frankly, disturbing.
You're still in school, so I'm going to be generous to you and say that you will definitely get over this, and find someone else to have a normal, healthy relationship with when you're a little more mature.
But if an adult talked about chasing a girl like this, I would want to see him sectioned under the Mental Health Act, because this is how stalkers think.
Stay the hell away from this girl.
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