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1 month ago · · Relationships,
This is one of my final attempts to get her back, I’m hoping that for once Fate and God will be on my side.
To anyone who reads this please pray for me, I need the encouragement as this is the lowest I’ve ever been in life.
I know that leaving such a silly thing to fate and god is unlikely to work, but on the slim chance that it does, I will leave this here.
Since me and my girlfriend broke up I’ve tried everything, supporting her, staying friends with her, hoping that she realises how much she means to me.
I haven’t been able to sleep since, and I’ve been hoping that god has the answers for me, so far I’ve only dug this pit deeper by giving up on the things I love, hoping it would be enough for god to bless me with her love, but so far It’s just gotten worse.
I hope that god is about to bless me, that I’ll finally be able to experience true happiness like I did when I was around her, I haven't felt true happiness in years, and now that I’ve gotten a taste of it, I’ve become addicted.
I can’t stop thinking about her, I find myself unable to move on, to find somebody else.
It feels like I have the worst case of tunnel vision in the world, I am just unable to focus on anything else.
It has come at the expense of my performance in school, my friends, my self image, my belief in god, and much more.
I can’t even play video games to take my mind off of it, I just find myself wandering around, my mind fixated on her memory.
This is my cry for help, my cry for prayers from anybody who finds this piece of writing, I can’t take this torment anymore and I just want her back.
Please send me anything you can, be it happiness, love, luck, prayers.
Thank you to whoever can help me, and I hope you have a wonderful life, unlike mine has been over the last few years. youtube com/shorts/m6OiM1AZRJE?feature=share