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So I dont feel anxious but rather a bit ashtray or its being overwhelmed. Due to the things that happened in the past, I sometimes feel I am making a mistake in everything and start doubting myself. I know very well I am not making any mistake but then theres this thing that says stop lying to yourself you are. I know things are getting better but somehow it seems unotherwise like they are not and I cant believe in it, if I believe that things are getting better i will get hurt and somehow it feels i wont get out of it, i will just stay like this its sad. What if thats not true....it seems so hard lately. I am unable to believe in my relationship too like he will leave once again, hes just showing affection right now cause he is feeling like that what if he doesnt again after some. Then my mom scolding is envitable like I am tired of it now, please let me make my own decisions in life and stop forcing me to do things I dont want to. I am 22 yet I have to live with my family who is very controlling and its lowkey cause of me, my actions. when i talk to my therapist shes like you are thinking this way and that you are making yourself feel this way, like i dont know that? but if i have gone to her, i dont want to, i want to work on it right? i just want to fast forward life a bit or disappear completely whichever works best at the moment. I just want to feel okay and not overwhelmed. things will get better, i will get into that college i am preparing for you, I will study harder now, give that exam very nicely, get into college and things will seem better supposedly. Please wish me luck and pray for me, its a pathetic cry Ik, i lowkey need it. thank you so much for reading. I am sending a virtual hug if anyone needs it cause ik i do. xoxo
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Stop believing that when things get better you will get hurt. This is happening because you believe it will. When you start thinking in a positive way things will be different for you. You are immature for your age and this is probably because you still live with your family and you are being treated like a child which means you are allowing your parents to treat you like a child. When you stand up for yourself and put a stop to this things will change. I will say a prayer for you.
Replyi understand what you mean, sometimes its hard to stay positive. In my family situation, i dont want to be treated like a kid. Tbh they treat me like a kid according to themself, like my mom wants me to earn when i still have masters to do since i dont have a dad and the family we live with they dont let us have money other than the basic needs, its complicated . I did till few months back but now i have to study for my entrance exam and my mom whines every once in a while that why aint you earning, its hard. But then she wants to control every aspect of my life. its all complicated as of now.
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