Parents

Why can't parents just accept us the why WE ARE? why do they try to mold us according to their likings? According to their understanding? I get it they have lived longer than us but they also need to understand that times have changed we can't be like how you were and on top of it when you can't comfort us , support us, motivate us atleast don't demotivate us, don't throw shades on us. Yeah parents must think whatever they are doing it's good for us but have you ever asked your child how are you? are you okay? are you exhausted? NO! you just say there is nothing like such things and everyone go through these and call us stupid for wanting to be happy? Is asking for being loved too much? You can't even hug your child and say this will all be fine one day trust on yourself love yourself be happy and don't worry we are here for you. Is it too much to ask? Yeah you are celebrating my birthdays, cooking me food, sending me school, but are you doing these things just to cover up the fact that you only won't me to study and in process of that it doesn't matter how my health is degrading. How I am hating myself. Just when I was happy that there is somebody who can make happy even just by their existence, you are telling me that they are the worst people you have ever seen and people who are watching them is equally stupid. Do you even know how just that one line broke me, once again. I thought I was healed but no I can never be healed , because whenever I am healed or on edge of being healed you are just going to break me once again. I AM BROKEN ONCE AGAIN. And this time also because you. I thought parents are supposed to be safe place for children , their comfort place , their everything. their best friends, one with whom they can share everything without the fear of being judged. Here I am one again telling I hate myself :)