Late night thoughts

So today was up and down. I hate you never know how my parents are gonna be. Now that dad's got drugs in his system at a certain level just not drunk his attitude is totally changed from pity me help me to yeah yeah that happens to me too just dismissing me INVALIDATING ME. Well "you " were the one whining about having a head ache , IVE HAD KBE ALL DAY. guess since yours is gone mine isn't relevant huh? I listened also to 1.5 to 2 hrs straight him blabbing. I ain't his therapist. IM NOT SOMEONE YOU CAN JUST USE AND THROW AWAY. Enough people have done that to me.

(Oh and by the way if anybody don't like what I'm writing NOBODY ASKED YOU TO READ IT OR SAID YOU HAVE TO except mods I guess they read most posts here idk I try to be helpful but after being trolled it makes you not trust people here)

But that's typical dad. Kiss up to you when wanting something, talk your ear off when not drunk then be unpredictable. They talk about my Dr being different every time you see them its true they are.

To be honest I feel like cussing some people out for trashing me for no reason.

I finished the season one of star trek Picard today it wasn't bad. However cussing is out of place.

IDK what I was gonna say. Ugh my dad was all over the place talking. He turned me off invalidating me with a crappy attitude too. I said man I'm just talking when I spoke of mom smoking too much. Had to walk away sigh. Unstable moody parents.

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