Its my birthday today!!

It's my birthday and I am not happy. I turned 25 today.

I don't have a job which means no earnings. I don't go out much as I don't have many places near to visit.

I don't have many friends. The few I had, I lost them already.

I don't like my existence and find no meaning and enjoyment in my life.

I'm hoping for better days for 7 years, but now I'm exhausted from waiting; I lost interest in everything.

I had a close friend but I lost him too as I didn't love him back. I'm hoping that he would wish me; It'll feel quite happy.

I love my family they love me too. But I'm tired of living in my home.

I'm sad for too long and I want to get rid of it, But I'm not finding a way!!

Birthdays are always sad for me!!