A day to come someday....

.....they want me to do everything, In the others perceptions..me, I my mind cannot get ill. They never asks me 'what happened', if by any chance single word popped up from my mouth in frustration...they cursed me.

They did not care if I'm okay or not, If I'm in the state of hearing, understanding. If I'm able to do the work given by them.

I have a huge family still my innerself is all alone. I'm yelling, crying, frustrating inside but my outer is have to be or else I will the one who is being cursed by everyone.

Why...... Why they can't understand, I'm not asking for everytime but sometimes is okay.

I'm waiting for a day when 'a person' will come to me and ask 'what happen, are u okay.'

My head is bursting inside, heart is aching and I make myself restricted to say a single word.

PLEASE HEAR MY STORY.....Ah....I have a very hectic life but less than others.