A different kind

It scrares me to see how different I am from other people my age,I don't like social media like they do,it's been a week since I stopped using it,it was so overwhelming for me,I had to criticize on every message I send or what my friends will think when they saw that I liked a certain post and I also don't like the feeling I get of being left out when I see their pictures hanging out together without me and I don't blame them for not inviting me either I don't like to go out with them anyway not mentioning how I hate taking pictures in public and they can't just sit down and enjoy the moment, they are always like"ohh let's take a photo with this and that..."ugh. I am waiting to make new friends in college and hope that they will be genuine because I'm tired of pretending and I wish that they will accept my introversion too.