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I've never told anyone this before so almost nobody knows except for the people who were there. But they don't understand the pain I was in and still am in from this event. Here I am about to tell this room of strangers. Here goes...
I'm a grown ass woman now but when I was nine I was forced to strip half naked in front of about 60 people, most of them adolescent males. They did that to me under the guise of 'oh it's just a routine medical procedure'. Then why couldn't my own doctor do it to me in private? They told me that if I didn't do as they said then they wouldn't allow me to... do something that I really wanted. I'm going to keep that part vague for privacy, but it was something I really wanted to do. I didn't want to lay there half naked in front of so many boys. They tried to bribe me with food. I put up such a fight but I eventually broke down and gave in and did it. It's one of the biggest regrets of my life. I have PTSD from this. Nobody knows but me. My ambition was so great that I sacrificed my dignity to achieve what I wanted. And in the end, it turns out that I didn't really want to achieve that thing in the first place. All that psychological pain was for nothing. The only people who benefitted from that were the 60-odd people who got to see my tits.
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Im sorry to hear that :( You should seek therapy
ReplyReport the organisation or institution to the Police, even if many year later. It should be on record.
Reply*cry for you*
I hate how so many people do things to other, just for their own selfish. I am sorry
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