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I’ve pictured my death, or should I say suicide so many times. In depth too, different places I can go so no one will find me, different methods so it won’t hurt ect. So why can’t I do it? What’s stopping me? I can feel myself getting close though as I find those questions don’t have answers. Honestly they’re more hopes, someone will stop me, someone will care or whatever but the truth is, at the end of the day no one will and no one does. Yeah a few ppl would notice, then the fake tears would come and just as quick as I leave this world all of that will fade too, and that’s fine I don’t want anyone to hurt because of me. I found this spot though, it looks as perfect as can be. It’s quiet and peaceful, deep in the woods and it’s fall currently so it’s so beautiful. There’s this pond always cover in duck weed, it’s so deep in the woods you can tell it’s not visited often, there are these three stumps sticking out of the water almost like walking stones. I could hop my way out to the last one, tie a few weights to my body so it won’t float, and enjoy the beauty one last time before I put my gun to my head. Take a deep breath and remind myself it’ll be okay, after this no more pain.
Goodnight everyone
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How are you today?
That feels so stupid to ask considering what you just wrote down
I wanted to talk to you because I feel exactly the same way but the only thing is you're bold and I'm not, masking and faking happiness is what I'd get an Oscar for you know but there's no need to tell you to think about who you're gonna hurt or who you're leaving behind that loves you because thats what everyone tells you, but I just want you to find that one thing that is most special to you, that you keep closer to your heart than anything and anyone and hold it as a strong point to keep you going because thats how i overcome it everyday, i don't know if you'll find this useful but it's helping me and I hope it helps you too
Don't give up, keep fighting, there's always light at the end of each tunnel
ReplyI don’t have anything
ReplyThis is not the right way to handle things. What is the cause of your pain?
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