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Been jobless ever since my birth! Just kidding! Well, I have been unemployed for many years now. Currently doing my masters in Germany and still waiting to get an internship or at least a student assistant job. When I first moved here, exactly a year ago, I was confident about doing well in life, that is getting a job/internship, completing my project and thesis successfully...you get the picture? A picture-perfect future!
But all that went down the drain in the following few months! Every time I applied to a job, either I got a straight rejection, or they didn't even bother replying! I do not understand why I keep getting rejections. I mean, life has been kind of fair to me, but sometimes it keeps pushing me down the stairs too hard, that I can feel myself give up everything. But I always managed to stand strong and keep walking ahead, with intense optimism! But this optimism has faded over time, over the past year with the amount of unanswered job applications and rejections! The dream, the intense desire to live the life of my dreams, to be a successful engineer has somewhat vanished! All that remains is a small ray of hope that some miracle will happen, a tiny hope of working in my dream industry in this country!
I can't share my suppressed emotions with anyone! Some might feel my pain, some just mock! Maybe, I don't know! There's only one person who patiently listens to everything, but sadly cannot express their thoughts- The Almighty!
I don't know if there are people like me out there or not, all I can say is 'Nothing is permanent'. Just because we are in the lowest phase of our lives, doesn't mean we will not succeed! It might take years, luck ones might take months or whatever, we are bound to succeed and live the life of our dreams!
Despite my current circumstances, I know I will not give up easily. Nope! Not going down without a fight, it's my life and it will be the way I want it to be! Hell, yeah! This is me, getting random bursts of motivation! Fingers crossed, folks! Hopefully I score a job soon, get a project and be busy! OMG, if this doesn't happen, I hope not to give up!
Go girl! Go boy! Show the world who you are and also people thinking you are worthless... Silence them with your success!
Have a great Day!
Signing Off,
GMS_girl
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Have a great day and life! Never stop, always stand still and believe in yourself!
Replyi also do that comforting yourself when you can’t trust anyone but the Almighty, telling my self this is all temporary, there’s a rainbow after the rain, if one door closes, another one opens and, sun isn’t always in the sky ——— let’s continue to fight these challenges better things are well appreciated when we’ve gone into this intense struggle of self doubt and worth.
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