To My Best Friend(?)

Hey. We've been best friends for two years. We've had so many fun times and memories together. I've never really had a best friend before. I always wanted one, but I was nobodies favorite person. Then I found my other half. You. I got up every morning to get to the next time I could see you. You changed my life and made it worth living. You made me happy. Its as simple as that. But a couple months ago the new girl came. She is cute and funny and outgoing and everyone loves her. You do. I do. She is amazing. But... you love her more than you love me. You want her as your best friend. I mean I would too. But... was it really that easy to drop me? Just like that. Now you treat me like a sibling. Nobody wants their sibling to be friends with their friends. You barely talk to me. You don't tell me your secrets and who your new crush is. You tell her. You leave me out and push me out of the way. You don't want me around. But then whenever I'M hanging out with her, you act all sad. Broken hearted. You act like the world is ending and nobody cares about you. You don't notice when I feel like that. You are the REASON I feel like that. You're being a jerk. Big time. And you need to stop. I don't know how to tell you this though. I don't know what to do. I really don't want to lose you but you don't seem to care. At all. Why can't we be best friends again? Why can't everything go back to the way it was? I just want somebody to vent to. I know I'm unloveable. I know I'm nobodies favorite person. I know boys don't like me. I feel so alone and I don't like myself. Why can't I be a kid again? Why can't I just worry about where my toy went and how to find it? Why can't I be loved? Why are you leaving me like everyone else did?

So my darling..

You are my best friend.

Remember I'll always love you.