i miss that friend

Let's keep her name as Gale. She's an extroverted person to come at me when we were at 1st year of high school. I was surprised when she calls me loudly (w/o even knowing my name), to come sit beside her. That friendship processed throughout the years. From sweet respected friendship to total close relationship homies. She was my favorite person, our houses were actually a walking distance with each other. So, when the pandemic came, we still managed to visit each other which results to ponder our closeness. My parents get mad sometimes because I can't go to places without her coming with me and same goes to her. We are inseparable. Then, there is the drama coming. After graduating from Junior High School, she get to moved from here to their province which is far far away from me. Like I watched in the movies, I thought it was sad. But it's total depressing. When she left, I thought it was okay to me because we get to communicate online. Days passed, week passed, months passed. It was never the same when she's here with me in person. I've never felt this longing before and I hated it. I miss that friend so much, I hate to admit it and I don't know why.