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I dnt want to be anonymous here.
My name is Dinesh and i am facing a lot of hardships in my life. It is all due to a lot of financial troubles I am in and there is no one i can talk to. It is getting worse day by day and struggle i face is pushing me to die everyday. I bought a tablet of celphos, one of the deadliest known to kill my self.
I don't know what to do. I don't get along good with my dad and if i tell him, it is going to piss me off.
I hope this isn't the last time I am writing, but I am out of hope now.
The world is full of good people but people like me who don't have hope, we don't need to live. We can die and and our miseries.
thank you for reading this,
Regards,
Dinesh
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ReplyDinesh, please wait!
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ReplyI understand financial hardships. Don't throw your life away or do any harm to yourself. Its hard when you have no money. Im almost completely broke myself. Your life matters more than money. Whatever help it is you need you need to consider there are always other options and other ways of getting money or help with financial ways. Stay strong ok.
Replywhat you do when things cross certain limits... its nothing you can do... its absolutely i dint want to put anyone into my troubles.
if i die, my family will get enough money to go through.. it is as simple as it can be. They will grieve me for few days.. once they get money, they will forget everything.
ReplyNo, how can u think theyll just forget you. I dont know you obviously but 100% there are people who care for you. Dont give up, not yet
Replycould they care for me.. i would have been in better times.
ReplyAre you sure you are communicating with them in the right way?
ReplyI do not know what the right way is,,,, but i try to talk, it ends up is argument.
ReplyWhere are you from Dinesh?
ReplyIndia
ReplyHey Dinesh, you’re not alone. I know it’s hard right now but it will get better. Sometimes for things to get better we need to give ourselves the right treatment (kinda like taking medicine when you’re sick). I highly recommend seeing a therapist or joining a community group. If you’re unable to see a therapist there are online therapy services that can help as well. You deserve good things and you deserve to feel better. I hope you find the courage and strength to talk to people including your dad. But at the end of the day your happiness matters. You matter. When we have bad days we sometimes forget what is good about us. I hope you remember that you are brave and strong for reaching out. Praying for you. Do something today that makes you happy :)
ReplyThank you for your kind words… need some mental support….
ReplyHey dinesh,
We all re facing problems in our life butt the strong ones are one who fight through the situation and overcome it. I know dying is the d only option we think whenever we come in probems but dinesh go in a cancer ward where people are wishing to live more. This life is never easy for anyone embrace it cherish it n most important learn to fight. A deer when he sees a lion doesn't just sit there and say its better for me to sitt here and be a prey for lion. A deer always run to save his life from lion. There won't be any other dinesh the life will want. You are best among yourself. And that's all. Live your life do not give up a begger on the road can live without food they don't give up their life they fight everyday. You fight dinesh and you won't regret.
M. Sorry if i spoke too much.
Don't let anyone love you love yourself so much that you dont need anyone.
ReplyThank you for your appreciating words.
I am fighting for my life.. i am fighting it since last one year. There have been good moments too. But how long will i keep fighting?
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