novni
  • Write Anonymously
  • Offer Support
  • Get Inspired
  • Show Navigation
  • Talk to a counselor online, anytime. Start feeling better today.
    Talk to a Counselor
  • Guest User
  • Write Anonymously
  • Offer Support
  • Get Inspired
  • Professional Support
  • Online Counseling
  • Helplines
  • General
  • Sign Up
  • Log In

What are you looking for?

Featured Topics

Select a topic to start reading.

  • Advice
  • Anxiety
  • Breakup
  • Depression
  • Loneliness
  • Love
  • Need Advice
  • Poetry
  • Relationships
  • Stress
  • Suicide
  • Thoughts
Flag this Post

Head Full Of Wasps

3 months ago · 1 · social anxiety, +1


98

I really do hate the way my brains works. Sometimes I like to picture my head being full of wasps, flying around. It's funny because I'm allergic to them. Those wasps are my thoughts. They are sort of racing to win most of my attention. Something pops up, but before I can finish explaining, there is another thing and another and another.

I don't always make sense to others, which is frustrating. But the I also don't understand others too fast either. I over-analyze all behaviour towards me, I overthink, I open up during wrong moments but then also I'm afraid of asking for help. I am easy to manipulate. I hate the way my brains work.

Please read our commenting guidelines before responding. Read now.

You are commenting as a guest. To choose your username either log in or sign up.

If you see a comment that is unsupportive or unfriendly, please report it using the flag button.

  • Novni Guest · 3 months ago

    Aaaaaaa I feel the same way </3 I never knew how to say it but yes it feels like the space between my forehead and my skull is full of wasps and it's hard to keep track of things and behaviors. I'm not rlly sure what advice to give but I hope you have or find supportive people because they rlly help. It's cliche to say this but even if the thoughts continue, you are not alone and you'll find a way to understand your brain and the people around you better. Even if you may misunderstand others you can be loved and you are loved. It took a while for me to realize that and im still realizing it everyday. I'm rooting for you!

    Reply

More Posts

  • The Window

    I've thought of this same window for months now. On my way to school, there is this big window. It's not even a special looking window. It has white curtains an...

    3 months ago · 2
  • I've social anxiety pls help me.

    Due to years of anxiety and depression I've truned out to be a really low confident and socially anxious person. I've an interview due but I don't know how to p...

    3 months ago · 2
Into music? Listen to this wellbeing playlist on Spotify today. AD This is a sponsored link
  • Write Anonymously
  • Offer Support
  • Get Inspired
  • Helplines
  • FAQ
  • Our Policies
  • Our Story
  • Contact Novni
  • Log In
  • Sign Up