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My Unsent Letter
2 months ago · · Christmas,
Dear Mom and Dad, my lost loved ones;
Today was rough decorating the tree alone. I know we used to put on Xmas music so I did, but it was a techno Xmas instead. The songs we shared together are just to hard to hear, as I can imagine you both singing along. My other two heavenly angels... I miss you both. Take care of yourselves up there. Im sorry i couldn't help you both with your internal struggles. Mom and Dad, I'm happy I could lay you to rest together. I'm sorry it's taking so long for your headstone. That's so expensive, but I want the best for you; just like you did for me growing up.
Today and this holiday season will be miserable but I look at your pictures and smile. I miss you all so dearly. Til we meet again.