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Hi again. First of all, it has been nice getting to know this website. I had been using this website for years since I was in junior high school, and now I am almost finished with college. Funny how I read everything that I wrote back then—that's a handful of tears right there.
Anyway, to make a long story short, it's almost my birthday again. I hate my birthday; it's always miserable, bad things always happen, and most probably my parents would yell at me. lol. I don't even know if they remember. My friend being a usual toxic friend, they probably don't care when I do so much thing to them.
My depression stays the same, been crying for the past few days, life is just messy okay. The exam is coming; I'm doomed. Mental problem and can't believe now i also have boys problem, this is so bad. its I like him, but he like someone else scenario. Everything is just a mess right now.
But here's the thing: I'm still alive somehow; at least I'm not the past me who just wants to cut my hand or something. At least I started learning how to cope with this feeling. Never say I can finally cope with it. At least I'm working on it. I don't know. I guess I'm just going to continue my crying session. Thank you to everyone who has been reading this mad rambling about my messy life. I hope everyone is well and happy, not like me. and wish you a Merry Christmas that I will most likely despise because bad things happen on Christmas.
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However your life is right now, this is your current starting point for progress. It can't be any other way. Life has a way bringing before you the situation you expect or think about the most. So, if you want a better life, your expectations need to match up with this. It will start and will continue to improve as soon as you become an optimist. Do you know any optimists who declare that their life is miserable and getting worse? Do you know any pessimists who declare that their life is steadily improving? Your life is following your directions.
Replyhey, please don't be sad. you have a life ahead and just focus on that. you are enough for yourself. your happiness should not depend on others' views of you. I know you will do great in life, and you have a lovely future. Just put yourself as your priority and focus on self-growth ;)
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