12.12.22

I feel sad and i comoletly dont know what to do. i completly dont have energy to get out of bed. i dont even care so much about my grades. my bf cheated on me like one mont ago and i forgave him but i cant get over it and it really deastorys my mood when i think about it ( like 5 times a day) i stopped caring so much about our relationship and i feel that i forgave him too fast and let him touch my body. i mean he is very respectfull but i didnt want to make him sad about cheating on me becuse i love him and i really dont like seeing him sad. i am really tired of school. i know that i dotn have real problems and a lot of people wish to only have problems like that and i am really gratefull for life that i have but i think that everyupne can have their problems and worry about them. normally i wouldnt write about my oprobmes in internet but i dont have anyone to talk about them bc all my friends dont care that much and i dpnt havr good relationship with my parents