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I want to rule the world
1 year ago · 1
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My life is ruled by the dichotomy of desiring both peace and revenge. I am exhausted. Some days I feel that I cannot continue clawing my way forward. I want to curl up where I am and make the most of the conditions around me. I want to be content in what I have and who I have in my little slice of the world, twirl around in the comfort of cotton and the sanctuary of the clouds… but other times… other times I am consumed by the flames of righteous revenge. The desire to see those who doubted I could be magnificent be extinguished under my red soled shoes. I lust to make others pray and hope and wish to be me. I crave growing and glowing and ensuring I am not only the best me I can be, but the most outrageously vibrant being anyone has come into contact with. I thirst for the newest and brightest and shiniest of things and qualities and feel as though I will shred any obstacle in my quest to success. I feel as though if I do not receive the sunlight to its fullest intensity that I might lose myself.
But all that wishing and wanting and hoping leaves me wanting and hoping and wishing and never fulfilling.
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So stop all of this wishing, wanting, and hoping and do something useful.
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