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You knew. You knew I was only 15 when your 32 year old self started talking to me. You manipulated and took advantage of my underdeveloped emotional intelligence. You groomed me. Told me all sorts of nice things, showered me in attention and gifts. You coerced me to do very adult things when I was nothing but a child. You kept ahold of me for 2 years before making the trip to take my virginity at just 17. You ruined any chance for me to grow up as a person should.
Then, when I was 19, I realized how disgusting and awful the whole situation was. And how gross you were in what you did. And then you threatened me with self harm and suicide because I wanted to leave. I should have turned you in when I had the chance.
I confronted you a couple years later about my conclusions on you. You’re a pedophile. And a creep. No wonder you couldn’t get a woman your age. And you sat there and asked me about how I continued to be in a relationship past my 18th birthday. Like that matters? You had manipulated me so long it took me forever to realize how wrong it was. You refuse accountability. You refuse to accept the fact you destroyed me. You refuse to realize you have a very sick and disturbing problem. You ruined my life. I am so disgusted and ashamed of myself, when I’m not the one to blame. I’d give myself a lobotomy if it meant completely erasing any and all memory or knowledge of you.
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None of it was your fault. I am so sorry you went through that. 😢❤
ReplyIt feels like it is. I’m so ashamed
ReplyI know. :( but the truth is, he deserves to be in prison for what he did to you. And you did nothing wrong. Don't hold it against yourself when you didn't know any better. He knew better. He was the adult and he took advantage of you. You didn't deserve any of that.
ReplyYou're not the one who should feel ashamed. You said it yourself, you were taken advantage of. Just because you may have enjoyed some aspects, doesn't mean you should ever feel shame around it. You'll come to terms with it one day and only lay the shame on 1 person.. the perpetrator. ❤️
ReplyIt wasn't your fault, you were just a child and nobody deserves to get treated that way. I'm so sorry that you have been living your life all these years with this trauma.😢 You're not alone. Please don't blame yourself. Take care ❤️ hugs🫂
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