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3 months ago · 1 · Stress, +4
I'm a person who is so goal-oriented and everyday must be productive. By the way I'm 18 and is still a senior high school student. Last year, I chose the online learning which allows me to be more focused into my studies. My new classmates never bothers me and everything is according to my schedule and plans. I like this version of me, the introvert, lonely, and efficient. However, when face-to-face learning was being implemented for the new school year, I think I lost myself. I wanted to be alone and isolated from my peers to have more time and attention to what really matters. This year made me a new person. When school starts, I met new friends, they were so hype and adventurous, I've got to experience things that I never did before like going to a bar and travelling to other places which I would never do if it was me a year before. I'm a very conservative person and I do not know why I'm becoming like this. One thing that greatly affect me is that I have someone that I like, and we both have a mutual understanding. I think that because of the urge to meet and be together with him, I would agree to do things that I would not do. Although I like those memories, now that I have time to think and be alone again since it's Christmas break, I want to go back to what I am before I met them. I want to be alone again. I want to focus more into my studies. I don't want anymore distractions. I don't want to have more companies. I want to be by myself, since being engage to more people is so draining and I think that my lifespan and energy is being sucked out. I just want to center my life to my self alone and not with other people.
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You want this now but at your age you will become lonely and want company again. But what if no one is there? Minimum the time you spend with your friends until you feel like being with them again like you have been.Reply