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Trigger Warning. I am so lonely.
1 month ago · · trigger warning,
Have you ever just wanted to meet random people, have completely honest conversations and not fear being judged?
Have you watched a movie where the main character starts a new job and there are several (or at least one person) people there just waiting to be her new job and life BFF?
Real life doesn’t work that way. Each time I start something new, somewhere new, there are people there ready to judge me, mark me as the loser to make fun of me and harass me, and hope I fail.
I honestly hate life. I hate it so much and I sometimes wish heaven were real. Although, if it were real I would not go there if I ended it all, apparently…because god hates a person in deep depression.
I hate life but there is nothing in it for me to die. I am tired of the pain but I will never feel the peace that death may bring.
I want peace.
I hate living like this.
I want someone who will seek me out to be around me. I want someone to care.