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Have you ever just wanted to meet random people, have completely honest conversations and not fear being judged?
Have you watched a movie where the main character starts a new job and there are several (or at least one person) people there just waiting to be her new job and life BFF?
Real life doesn’t work that way. Each time I start something new, somewhere new, there are people there ready to judge me, mark me as the loser to make fun of me and harass me, and hope I fail.
I honestly hate life. I hate it so much and I sometimes wish heaven were real. Although, if it were real I would not go there if I ended it all, apparently…because god hates a person in deep depression.
I hate life but there is nothing in it for me to die. I am tired of the pain but I will never feel the peace that death may bring.
I want peace.
I hate living like this.
I want someone who will seek me out to be around me. I want someone to care.
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God doesn't hate a person in deep depression. Have you ever prayed to him? He can actually give you peace if you ask for it. I speak from experience. Im sorry you're lonely.
I've experienced the work thing too. There are some people out there who try to tear you down and make you look bad for petty approval by a boss for example. I've been there. Hang in there. Not everyone is bad. There are toxic work places unfortunately. Take life one day at time.
ReplyThis made me lol… “ apparently…because god hates a person in deep depression.” Agreed, not that I believe in a benevolent omniscient omnipotent god because… birth defects? rape? donald trump? But yeah I’m right there with you. Would be nice if even the thought of death were a comfort but we don’t even get that. The rest is academic. Your mind is too logical for its own good my friend.
ReplyA lot of work places are toxic so have you thought about running your own business.
Replyik i don't know you but I guess we are sharing the same pain and frustration of living in a world we don't wanna be a part of
and the stupid part is I used to think this all will change and everything will come around if I start being more positive and attempt to do something and approach people in a way they wanna see me ig and then maybe they will like me but turns out its all false. they might never like me in this life..
ReplyI feel the same, my so called bff is so toxic. Now I’m just so lonely, I just want to have a friend online or in real life.
Hope everything goes well 💕
Replywell we can all be friends then. not in real life ofc but you know.
ReplyThat sounds good.
Follow me on insta if you have and we can write if you want.
My name is izz_bell_y If you want
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