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Every action
Every word
Every gesture towards me
I observe
Pick apart
Overthink
Then I get overwhelmed
Scared
Frustrated
I shut down
I try shutting down every emotion as possible
Until all I feel is hurt
Then I cry
I cry and I shake until I have no energy left
Every emotion turns to sadness in my head
Every emotion that's difficult that I try to shove deep down turns to pain
The pain gets so excruciating all I want to do is scream
So many rushing thoughts in my head
Telling me how I'm wrong
Telling me how many mistakes I've made
How many people I've hurt
How many people have left me
Hurt me
Any bit of stress, even an ounce kills me inside
I multiply it to the point that's its nothing but maddening
I wish I weren't like this
I wish it were easier
I'd cry if I could
But I'm all out of tears
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Then scream. Scream it out.
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