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2 weeks ago · · Guilt,
I’m in my first year of college and I have literally never felt more isolated,depressed, and frustrated in my life. I have one friend on campus and we do some stuff together but not a lot, plus they’re thinking of switching schools next year. So then I will be completely alone. Along with this my dad died of what is assumed to be a heart attack and I’ve been left with a feeling of guilt because I was the only one home and unknowingly heard his last moments because me and my parents bathroom share a wall. I thought he was looking for something and I had my stupid ear buds in so I couldn’t hear clearly. Having to call my sister and tell her that my dad past away is something I don’t wish I my worst enemy along with having to see your family cry over the sight of someone they loved so dearly. I don’t think I’m ever gonna recover from that.