Shadows.

Nothing feels the same anymore, nothing feels real. It's like I'm here but I'm not actually if that makes sense, just me and my mind.

I do this thing, when I don't feel like talking to others, where I imagine some of my favourite people (like from tv shows, movies or people in real life that I wish I could build up the courage to talk to more) and I talk to them, create scenarios up of me and them and at this point, it feels as if they're actually here. It seems weird but talking to them has become a normal everyday thing for me now, I see them at school, home, shops, streets, walking someplace - just everywhere.

Then there's the shadow people. They're just tall dark shadows, no face, just a shadow. Sometimes they scare me and when I see them I immediately walk away, Which can be a bit awkward when I'm with other people and I suddenly walk away from them lmao, but then the other times, I feel mesmerised by them and I can't seem to let my eyes leave their presence. It's so weird because they don't do anything other then stand, sometimes they whisper my name, or mumble but apart from that they usually stand there until they slowly disappear. Idk what is happening there.