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I look at fucking celebrities like Finn Wolfhard, Ranboo, Wilbur Soot, Hayden Christensen and I just feel so fucking wrong in my body. They were born like that, looking and being so masculine and I have to pay thousands to get anywhere even close? I have to face discrimination and lose people I care about? It’s not fair, it’ll never be fair. And I feel like I can never be as real of a boy as them, like I’ll always just be a fake. Sometimes it physically hurts to look at pictures of well known masculine people and I just hate this, I hate it all. And I know how manufactured their appearances are but I can’t help wanting to be them. I want to be real like them. I want people to actually look at me and see a boy, to not ask what my “real” name is when I tell them I go by Jay, or asking if it’s short for Jacquelin or Jamie or something. I’m sick of looking in the mirror and hating what I see. Why couldn’t I have been a proper boy?
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Maybe before you were born you wanted to be born with the body of a boy but that didn't happen.
ReplyAre you a biological female? Could you be trans?
ReplyI am born female and I am trans
Reply(trans dude speaking)
If having a penis makes you a man, you got the wrong idea of what a man is.
I've been around numerous guys, and I do respect my guy friends,
but I've seen them do and like "feminine" things. Vica versa with my female friends.
It's ALL about energy. Our genitals... see, they don't talk. They can't think for themselves. BUT WE CAN. I know how frustrating it is, so my words may be meaningless, but understand this. We are men who are literally fighting enemies no one can see. We are always in battle. We are made of steel, dude. Have some pride on that and don't let other belittle you on what a man is. A man is simply his heart.
Your heart is strong. Keep going, my brother.
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