My Unsent Letter (If she power had to removed the toxic memories and psychological harm from exes)

Disclaimer: I am not being a mean person. It is more bad luck and exes own doing psychological harm to me and giving them negative views on the good ones.

She was not the first person to convince me or give them a second chance to be a relationship within my own ethnicity. However, little does she know. That I am mixed through my first-generation grandparents and ancestor past. Even though I label it as one ethnicity in my family's home country but at the same time I am labeled as another ethnicity in another country. So, I get a double whammy on both sides from the ethnicity either way.

After years of being manipulated by exes, cheated on, given false hope, and lied to that my child isn't mine, to begin with. However, I did give them a second chance for a fresh start. But, it gets worst and makes me depressed and feel worthless. When I get single mothers or narcissist types or toxic ones. The sad part is when the good comes. They come to a time when I decided to not give them a chance.

However, this person is either not giving up on me, or desperate, or trying to revive my dark broken heart. I give this person a coldhearted look and find ways to make them dislike me or show them that I strongly am not interested. But, she not giving up on me. But, I confuse it with personal malicious intentions or social media attention. But, to be honest, I know she really likes me for who am I. But, the poison is permanently in my heart. I am sorry to her. My heart has left and loves different ethnicity.