if I

If I left today, what would people say. Would they miss me. Wishing they could fix me? This weight I carry is to much to bear. So why can't i just disappear into thin air/ Days go by and it's harder still. To keep going like others will. The pain is unbearable and so incomparable. My heart is shattered. I thought I mattered. Please just tell me why. Why did you make me cry. What did you shut me out. I'm trying to figure it out. I try and I cry. But you still say goodbye. So goodbye.