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I did it again. One month clean, and I ruined it. Why? I don't even have a good enough reason anymore. Grandpa has been gone for a little less than a month, get over it. Stop feeling sorry for yourself. Stop feeling guilty. Stop feeling guilty. Stop feeling guilty. You're so selfish for being sad when others are going through so much more than you.
I can't even bring myself to do simple tasks, my schoolwork is piling up. I hate college. I hate myself. Sometimes I just want to fall asleep and never wake up. It would be so much easier, all my worries would wash away. But I won't do it. I can't, I'm too scared. But it's scary that I can't get those thoughts out of my head. Sometimes the easy way out seems too good to be true. I can only watch so much curious george to distract myself. But all I can think about is how fucking alone I am. Fuck; I clicked the first website I found just so I can get this off of my chest. I can't do this anymore. I really, really, can't. What makes me the most upset is that I don't even know why I'm upset. I mean yeah, some shitty things have happened in the past few weeks, but why can't I just have a normal, good, day? I'm pushing all my friends away and they don't care. Whatever, worry about your boyfriend, I guess I'm not important enough. I just don't want to feel like this anymore. I don't want to have to force those thoughts out of my head. I just want to think normal thoughts that normal people think. I'm going fucking insane. I just want to sleep forever. But life goes on. When my life comes to a grinding halt, everyone else's just carries on as if nothing happened. While I'm literally fighting for my life, my professors just see my missing assignments. While I'm trying not to run my car off the road, my friends just see that I bailed on them again. While I'm crying in my room, my parents just see that I don't want to talk to anyone. While I'm fighting back tears, my boss just sees that I'm not doing my job the way I should. I just can't do it anymore. Help.
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