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yesterday me and my boyfriend talked the whole day it was very nice we met up for a while it was super cute i had a great time but then yesterday night he said he was on a call with his friends and hes gaming and he'll text me later which is fine by me like i find it cute hes gaming he offered me to teach me to play too but i dont have that game i told him to continue and ill just watch something for a bit and sleep then he kept saying hes sorry and he feels like hes neglecting which is not true we talked entire day he doesnt have to talk to me ALL the time he can play or hang out with his friends too im not toxic like that i mean yes i love him so much i want all his attention but its okay totally fine. later i texted him that im still awake and im just watching something he said he'd text me little while after playing which he doesnt have to but he said he would so i was waiting and i was feeling really sick suddenly my head was hurting i felt slightly dizzy but i wanted to talk to him for a bit before sleeping because that gives me comfort and he said he would so i was still waiting then he texted me that he wont text me anymore and that hes going offline and he said bye, i mean like i said earlier its okay if hes playing but maybe when he said he would talk to me and he knew i was waiting and knew i wasnt feeling well maybe he shouldve acknowledged it i felt alone? not just because of him, i think i also felt jealous of him because he had friends to game with and everything but my relationship with my friends these days is dry? i dont know they dont talk to much nowadays our exams are over i thought we would be talking or hanging out more but we barely even text so i felt lonely and i wanted to talk to him even more but im not blaming him its just how i feel, i understand he was gaming and couldnt text and its not like he does that ALL the time, im always his priority and he talks to me MOSTTT of the time whenever he gets time he talks to me takes care of me calls me and we always have a great time, maybe its just how i feel theres nothing wrong that he did i just felt lonely, and itll be very toxic of me to ask him to stop playing and talk to me which i dint want anyways but lowkey he said he would so i was waiting and everything added to it i was feeling sick then i was feeling sad that i dont have friends to do the same with and i just craved his comfort.
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its okay to crave his comfort but try to get yourself a bit busy by cleaning your stuff , arranging them and finding a good book to read . As you said you are not a toxic girlfriend so dont turn into one . Try to find a bit of distraction away from him.
Replywould you like to suggest a book
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